Okay, so....I have come up with this theory recently. I'm a musician, mostly bluegrass, and I've been playing music for over half of my life. So I've gotten to this point being still 17 and stuck in the same old town with the same old people where I'm at a loss. I'm having a hard time growing as a musician and instead of learning another instrument like I usually do when I get to this point I decided to explore all and every form of art I can find out there. So this brings me to my theory. I recently decided to start painting, the funny thing is I'm not gifted in that area of art, but I decided that I would use painting to be as expressive as I can and try and get a message out in my paintings. So far I have only painting one painting, which I don't plan on showing anyone, because of the plan fact that it is hideous. But I still saw something in the painting, I was able to see my good and bad sides as a musician. I learned from the painting that my practice has brought me to be comfortable in the language of music, but my composition skills as a musician still lack direction. Weather that be composition in writing an entire song, or in my composition as an improve musician. So my theory I got out of all this is I was able to see the true connection that there is between all forms of art, and how when you put yourself out there in an uncomfortable place you can find out how to better yourself all together. Thats it for now, this theory does actually go further, but I think you get the basic idea.

Haha, my first journal entry. I'm glad I started visiting this site again.